curses!

well, i may have to delay my return to shaolin training since i could not get an appointment for the 6 week post baby check up earlier than 2 days after my target date!
i need to get the doctor OK before i commence training. it's such a psyche out! i haven't entirely decided yet & hate to push things back but the body has been going through alot not to mention what it's already gone through 5 weeks ago. don't get me wrong, i am feeling fine except for some sharp pains & other oddities to do with nursing. it dawned on me that i will have to get a special training bra to accommodate the (ahem!) changes.
i am disappointed but it's best to err on the side of caution. i would hate to start then have to stop if i am not in the best of health. you will hear soon enough how it goes.
more chi! more patience!