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19 September 2007

i miss everything already

oy! i miss training dammit! i was just reading the KFDU site my brothers maintain & we all comment on & i really wish i was there training! i miss the chi! i miss the sweat & sense of giddiness associated with it! [i think that's called endorphins..] i miss watching everyone kick their own arses & most of all i miss kicking my own arse with a smile on my face.
i am just complaining. with so much going i have to be patient with things & myself. but how many times can one go over the beginning of erluquan & yiluquan in one's mind? must do it over & over & over.
it's just that hectic basics warm up that i cannot recreate outside the temple.

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chen style tai chi may be great. i expect it to be different from the yang style i studied many moons ago. but who knows? i hope that shaolin kung fu has taught me some patience & better understanding of myself. i seriously lacked that when i last studied tai chi. i can imagine chen style will have explosive power too! oh stop imagining!

i look forward to tai chi very soon.

this way i still see my shaolin friends as they are warming up & i will be warming down

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